it was a year ago?
|fresh colored hair ( Garnier Natural Colored Cream / Lightest Brown, #5)|
crop top - Pull and Bear
tank top, bandage skirt, wedhes - unbranded
feeling less than colors for the past days. why? .. i don't know why, that's why.
may be because this is a year mark to everything that was beyond amazing to my life so far.
my TISFiP trip, along with the most amazing friends (photo diary here!)
i hung out with one polite guy that my mom approves. still respect him to this date.
tasted hella one-sided relationship and proven that education is a way to get more perspective yet perspective is selective.
fun fact :
last year i was in a 'relationship' with a 5 year old child, that trapped in a 20yo-ish adult man body. i don't think i can ever be with someone who's mental state is lower than his age. i mean i would agree to occasional childish-ness .. but hey, if it's all the time then might as well kill the relationship.
fiuh~ glad that I ended it.
i was stupid enough to try that again, with a different person, couple months ago.
ended that one also. *snaps fingers*
i am, to this day, grateful for trying out to work on a relationship with mature men. so that i know what i don't want in a relationship. but those amazing men was not meant for me, .. happy to taste that side of life chapter tho.
cue time to venture life,